【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【我】【想】【起】【来】【了】【】【这】【声】【音】【很】【像】【决】【心】【委】【身】【于】【我】【的】【某】【姑】【娘】【的】【声】【音】【。】【那】【姑】【娘】【的】【长】【相】【没】【有】【借】【一】【只】【胳】【膊】【给】【我】【的】【这】【个】【姑】【娘】【如】【此】【标】【致】【】【也】【许】【这】【是】【异】【常】【的】【也】【未】【可】【知】【。】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【“】【您】【自】【己】【的】【胳】【膊】【不】【是】【同】【我】【的】【胳】【膊】【调】【換】【了】【吗】【】【”】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【天】【花】【板】【下】【、】【桌】【子】【上】【、】【床】【头】【的】【枕】【边】【、】【厨】【房】【、】【卫】【生】【间】【等】【五】【处】【的】【电】【灯】【同】【时】【都】【亮】【了】【。】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【“】【欢】【迎】【你】【来】【啊】【】【这】【是】【我】【的】【房】【间】【。】【峩】【给】【你】【开】【灯】【】【”】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【“】【让】【我】【来】【开】【灯】【吧】【。】【”】【姑】【娘】【的】【胳】【膊】【说】【了】【一】【句】【意】【想】【不】【到】【的】【话】【】【 】【姑】【娘】【用】【四】【只】【手】【指】【握】【住】【从】【我】【肩】【膀】【上】【卸】【下】【来】【的】【右】【胳】【膊】【。】【只】【有】【小】【指】【头】【空】【闲】【着】【】【它】【仰】【向】【手】【背】【，】【指】【甲】【尖】【轻】【轻】【地】【触】【到】【了】【我】【的】【右】【胳】【膊】【】【只】【有】【年】【轻】【姑】【娘】【的】【柔】【软】【手】【指】【才】【能】【够】【弯】【成】【这】【种】【形】【状】【。】【对】【于】【长】【着】【一】【双】【硬】【邦】【邦】【的】【手】【的】【男】【人】【来】【说】【】【这】【是】【无】【法】【相】【信】【的】【。】【从】【小】【指】【根】【处】【形】【成】【直】【角】【向】【手】【掌】【的】【方】【向】【弯】【曲】【】【而】【且】【近】【旁】【的】【指】【关】【节】【也】【弯】【曲】【成】【直】【角】【，】【另】【一】【近】【旁】【的】【手】【指】【关】【节】【也】【曲】【成】【直】【角】【】【这】【样】【，】【小】【拇】【指】【就】【自】【然】【地】【划】【出】【了】【一】【个】【四】【方】【形】【】【四】【方】【形】【的】【一】【边】【就】【是】【无】【名】【指】【。】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【“】【姑】【娘】【的】【胳】【膊】【…】【…】【】【”】【我】【仰】【起】【脸】【来】【。】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【“】【您】【看】【见】【什】【么】【啦】【】【”】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【“】【如】【果】【说】【偷】【看】【，】【那】【僦】【是】【人】【罗】【】【”】【 】【 】【一】【只】【胳】【膊】【二】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【姑】【娘】【似】【乎】【觉】【得】【我】【以】【为】【这】【是】【美】【的】【，】【所】【以】【才】【把】【右】【胳】【膊】【從】【肩】【膀】【的】【弧】【形】【处】【卸】【下】【来】【】【借】【给】【了】【我】【。】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【像】【这】【个】【姑】【娘】【那】【样】【的】【痛】【苦】【】【并】【不】【是】【所】【有】【委】【身】【于】【人】【的】【女】【人】【经】【常】【有】【的】【。】【即】【使】【是】【这】【个】【姑】【娘】【本】【人】【】【也】【只】【是】【那】【时】【的】【这】【么】【一】【回】【。】【银】【带】【断】【】【金】【盘】【碎】【了】【。】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【我】【把】【姑】【娘】【的】【右】【胳】【膊】【藏】【在】【防】【雨】【外】【套】【里】【面】【】【走】【在】【烟】【霭】【低】【垂】【的】【夜】【间】【大】【街】【上】【。】【心】【想】【：】【如】【果】【乘】【电】【车】【或】【出】【租】【车】【】【一】【定】【会】【令】【人】【感】【到】【可】【疑】【。】【脱】【离】【了】【姑】【娘】【身】【体】【的】【胳】【膊】【万】【一】【抽】【泣】【起】【来】【】【或】【喊】【出】【声】【来】【，】【可】【就】【热】【闹】【啦】【】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【户】【外】【的】【烟】【霭】【越】【发】【浓】【重】【，】【好】【像】【連】【花】【瓶】【里】【的】【荷】【花】【玉】【兰】【的】【叶】【子】【都】【潮】【湿】【了】【】【广】【播】【又】【茬】【提】【醒】【人】【们】【注】【意】【什】【么】【了】【吧】【。】【我】【从】【床】【上】【站】【了】【起】【来】【】【刚】【要】【走】【向】【放】【着】【小】【型】【收】【音】【机】【的】【桌】【子】【那】【边】【，】【却】【又】【沒】【有】【起】【步】【】【同】【时】【我】【的】【脖】【颈】【被】【姑】【娘】【的】【一】【只】【胳】【膊】【搂】【住】【，】【听】【广】【播】【就】【多】【余】【了】【】【但】【是】【，】【我】【觉】【得】【广】【播】【可】【能】【會】【这】【样】【说】【】【性】【质】【恶】【劣】【的】【潮】【气】【濡】【湿】【了】【树】【枝】【、】【濡】【湿】【叻】【小】【鸟】【的】【翅】【膀】【和】【脚】【，】【许】【多】【小】【鸟】【滑】【落】【下】【来】【】【不】【能】【起】【飞】【了】【，】【所】【以】【希】【望】【过】【往】【公】【园】【等】【地】【的】【车】【辆】【注】【意】【不】【偠】【轧】【死】【小】【鸟】【】【如】【果】【微】【暖】【的】【风】【吹】【来】【，】【也】【许】【烟】【霭】【的】【顏】【色】【就】【会】【改】【变】【】【变】【换】【颜】【色】【的】【烟】【霭】【是】【有】【害】【的】【，】【如】【果】【它】【变】【成】【粉】【红】【色】【或】【紫】【色】【】【请】【大】【家】【不】【要】【外】【出】【，】【务】【必】【把】【房】【门】【关】【严】【】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【即】【使】【到】【了】【这】【把】【年】【纪】【，】【我】【也】【觉】【得】【这】【是】【极】【其】【不】【可】【思】【议】【的】【】【再】【说】【，】【女】【人】【的】【身】【体】【和】【要】【委】【身】【于】【他】【人】【】【各】【自】【都】【不】【一】【样】【，】【确】【实】【也】【不】【一】【样】【】【要】【说】【相】【似】【，】【倒】【也】【相】【似】【；】【要】【说】【相】【同】【】【确】【也】【相】【同】【。】【难】【道】【这】【不】【也】【是】【莫】【大】【的】【不】【可】【思】【议】【吗】【】【我】【的】【这】【种】【动】【辄】【感】【到】【不】【可】【思】【议】【劲】【儿】【，】【也】【许】【是】【一】【种】【远】【比】【年】【龄】【更】【为】【幼】【稚】【的】【憧】【憬】【】【也】【许】【是】【一】【种】【比】【年】【龄】【更】【为】【老】【耄】【的】【失】【望】【。】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【“】【那】【是】【因】【为】【您】【累】【了】【呀】【】【”】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【姑】【娘】【的】【一】【只】【胳】【膊】【─】【─】【现】【在】【成】【了】【我】【的】【胳】【膊】【，】【它】【颤】【抖】【抓】【住】【上】【空】【】【我】【让】【这】【只】【胳】【膊】【弯】【曲】【到】【我】【嘴】【边】【，】【一】【边】【说】【：】【“】【很】【疼】【吧】【】【很】【痛】【苦】【吗】【？】【”】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【“】【您】【喝】【了】【什】【么】【啦】【！】【”】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【我】【的】【眼】【睛】【新】【鲜】【地】【感】【觉】【到】【我】【房】【间】【的】【电】【灯】【不】【怎】【么】【明】【亮】【】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【只】【剩】【下】【左】【胳】【膊】【的】【姑】【娘】【，】【难】【以】【把】【戒】【指】【脱】【下】【来】【】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【“】【不】【，】【我】【来】【是】【为】【了】【消】【除】【幻】【影】【的】【呀】【】【”】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【“】【痒】【痒】【啊】【，】【真】【淘】【气】【】【”】【说】【着】【，】【姑】【娘】【的】【胳】【膊】【躲】【开】【嘴】【唇】【似】【地】【搂】【住】【我】【的】【脖】【颈】【】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【“】【瞧】【您】【，】【您】【不】【相】【信】【吗】【】【…】【…】【”】【 】【 】